This is my story of hidden pain. How I hid behind the mask of a smile, and how I dulled the sting. It is also a tale of what I did to turn things around, to get the power and momentum going in a better direction. And a tale of freeing myself from a prison with no walls. The ultimate escape. To the ultimate freedom.
I wrote in this book to tell my story, to give hope, and to offer encouragement and support to others who may find themselves in the same situation, and light the path for a way out.
Through four decades of challenges thrown at me, I overcame nearly every one. I had the choice to remain victim to circumstance, or to rise up, to meet the challenge, and to grow into a better me.
Little did I know that each obstacle I overcame would lead to yet another and another, and each one seemingly greater than the last. It was like being on some freaky merry-go-round that got faster and faster, threatening to send me over the edge. Forever.
I held on. I vowed I would find the source of the ever-increasing speed of this amusement park ride that was my life. It was anything but amusing. It made my head spin. Many days I felt sick from the constant motion and drama. I wanted off this ride and to make it all stop.
I hope you enjoy my story and that it inspires you to make your own change. I am here for encouragement and support should you need it.
May your obstacle be your best opportunity.
Tracy
